why is it that when i decide to let out some sort of emotion, someone gets hurt, and some other person makes me feel guilty. don't i deserve to let out my emotions? sadness anger disappointment.. all these things are like the air being blown into a balloon. too much of it being cooped inside with increasing amounts pressure, just waiting for the barrier to burst.

don't i deserve to let out some sort of feeling other than the happy vibe? because it starting to feel enforced.

my dog smack the wall so hard it almost went through it. HAHA. K I'm actually really bored

its december already :D amazing how fast time passes. gonna be pretty busy this time of the year having lots of fun (: Christmas is almost here too! My tree is up, house is decorated with lots of green and red and the wreaths. SO EXCITING! I just wished it would snow or something. Then it'll really feel like christmas.

Shall take a picture of my tree and post it up soon. (:

Okay I know the HSM3 hype has gone but I was watch Disney channel and they were showing the trailer with Rhino the hamster from Bolt! SO ADORABLE! HAHA! best part of the trailers :D



I'm excited for everyone to finish exams!! Swimming, Udders and shopping with Sheila next week! Waiting for phy to end so we can go Ikea and eat meatballs! :D I want to eat quiznos! Craving! Hello lucindal and ruleof_folklore . Sunday. Lunch. Quiznos. Yes?

Sports school alumni reunion yesterday and it was so so so so so much fun (: Doing all the stupid things we do.. The only bad thing was the nasty maggi goreng I had last night. Ugh. I think I couldn't sleep well cause it was churning in my stomach :/ NASTY. Didn't get to talk much with Gail and Jannah though. Neglected them a little. Oops. Got too caught up with our little groupie. Oh well.

Okay. KFC beckons me. Two piece chicken here I come :D

Time for an update (:

Went to Ion with mum and dajie for high tea at TWG on Monday.. The place is so gorgeous and the food is oh-so-ogleyummilicious! They had a seperate menu for the teas and food. Their tea menu was SEVEN pages long. SEVEN! Had the French Earl Grey and the Lavendar Tea. It was so so so so good. The aroma.... it just lingers. Had the quiche, macaroons, something else i can't quite recall and and AND the Singapore Surprise. DELICIOUS. Okay if I type about the food at TWG anymore I'm gonna start drooling. mmmMMmm~

Spent the rest of the week slacking at home watch shows and letting my bum rot. Its been raining so much that I had no mood to go out. Had worship practice on saturday. Playing the guitar sucked this week. PHAILL. Fingers are so out of touch. Lunch at ps with Jaq, Serene and Dom. Went to peninsular to look at guitars with Jaq after that. Had quite an education on electric guitars even though I didn't really understand much of what she was saying. Guess I have to literally pick up the electric. Walked around Raffles City for another 3 hours waiting for the rest to appear.

Ate at Out Of the Pan with thiru, kang, freddie, teresa and sara. Crepes were delicious (: Quite sad that we didn't do much. Singapore is getting really boring ): Our only source of entertainment was playing "hide and seek" with our 2 special lost sheep and getting teresa's pouch from the roof.

Can't believe the end of Nov is SO NEAR! Soon Dec will be here with YA camp, youth camp and Christmas! Then new year comes and a whole year-ful of frustrations are going to appear once more.

What do you do when you don't know what you want to do?

Don't you just hate it when you were dreaming about something so wonderful only to wake up to find out that it wasn't real?

you better pop your bubble,
before fantasy gets in you head.